The past few weeks have been VERY, VERY stressful for me. Once again, I have to make another decision about my life and the direction I want it to take. I was sure that when my family heard of my decision I would look like a quitter, a failure.
I do not count myself as a failure. Yet, not following through on this activity would definitely make me look like a failure.
In scripture, Job 3:25 says “For the thing which I greatly feared is come upon me, and that which I was afraid of is come unto me.”
My fear of being seen as a failure in the eyes of those I love surely came upon me. And I can tell you ladies and gentleman that living in such fear is so overwhelmingly distressing. It can not be a place of God.
Often I have heard and have said myself that you live through a crisis one day at a time. Now I have to change that. I am working my way out this one an hour at a time. It is a slow and painful walk. 😦
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